Retreat into Peace
I'd like to echo your sentiments from the last post. It has been hard to be productive during this whole pandemic, though the reason for this has changed throughout. Initially, there is always the shock of it and the coming to terms with our new workflows. Then there was the low underlying level of anxiety as we watched the terrible numbers rise. The stress as the numbers stabilized and we came to grips with the interminability of self-isolation. And now, in the first denouement, there is a feeling of confusion - are we safe to start going back? Where are the lines? All of it down to uncertainty. Even at the best of times I struggle to be productive and throughout this whole experience, I have certainly gone through the stages above and used them as excuses (perhaps rightfully) to delay engaging with my larger goals and aspirations. As spring comes, then, and with it a start to what may be the end of the first wave (though who truly knows) I am working on building better systems...